3/17/2009

That busy signal that you hear…

Moment @ 11:16 pm | Filed under: Stray Clutter

is me – busy. I was slammin’ last week to get my freelance stuff done enough to start my new full time gig this week, which has also been humming along.

Fun fact: I pulled an all-nighter on freelance work the night before my first day! Nothing says “I care” like showing up to work with no sleep. I don’t think I came off as too drugged, tho. At least, I’m still employed as of this evening.

It was a bit gratifying, although sad, that Amira and Janece took it hard. Amira cried most of the way home from dropping me off the first morning, and Janece admitted via chat that she was also a bit “weepy”. I’m glad that living with my usual prickly intrasigence every day for the last years didn’t entirely put them off of missing me. And, yes – even though I’ve been pretty involved with the transition, I’ve missed having them around a lot, too. It’s truly the hardest part of not working from hom.

Hope you’ve all been well – all 2 or 3 of you. :) More later as I get into this new groove.

2/26/2009

Jedi, Christian seclusionist fashion and the Steel Mother

Moment @ 2:03 am | Filed under: Memorabilia, Politics, Stray Clutter

Thanks for the comments, bretheren and sisteren. Lovely thoughts all. Bob, I have some thoughts about Lent, porn and Stephen Colbert that I’ll try and share share tomorrow. Those all go together, right? In the meantime, I have a grab bag of random goodies to throw at you.

Just how good of a political ninja is Obama? This good. First from Al Giordano, a little gem about the pseudo-State-Of-The-Union address last night (which I’m going to nickname SOTU-Furkey):

I didn’t hear a single TV pundit last night or today pick up on what Obama is really up to here. It’s in the bold type: “This budget builds on these reforms.” He was talking about the budget he is about to propose. The next steps in creating national universal health care will come not in separate legislation which requires 60 out of 99 US Senate votes, but, rather, as part of the budget bill that, according to Congressional rules, needs simply a majority – 50 votes – to be passed and which cannot be subject to opposition filibuster.

That was exactly the point in the speech when Senate Republicans got those long unhappy looks on their faces. He had just ripped from them their only obstructionist power. They shifted nervously in their seats and scrunched their “holy crap” scowls. Skilled politicians all, they knew their goose had just been cooked. It was at that point in the speech that, after a couple of minutes of coming to grips with the new rules, they began to make a show of applause and standing ovations for the cameras. If you can’t beat Obama, join him. It was a beautiful play to watch.

Nice. And how about the moment at the Fiscal Responsibility Summit where McCain foolishly tried to bumrush Obama about some embarassing expenditures from the Bush era for new Air Force One helicopters and got a suitcase full of the same pwnage he suffered during the primaries:

This is Obama at his most appealing. He makes a gracious introduction of his rival, who in turn tries to stick in the knife by painting him as wasting taxpayer dollars on needless luxuries. Obama, rather than sniping back, turns around and agrees with McCain while making the point that he’s hardly accustomed to extravagence. The man is just a very, very skilled politician.

After watching Obama tackle the enormous D.C. tangle of egos and divisiveness at the Responsibility Summit, Booman had this to say:

… honestly, we all have to learn from this just as much as the Republicans do. We’re all so jaded and scarred from the last thirty years of politics that we don’t know any other way to operate. We are suspicious of the very concept of a Fiscal Responsibility Summit that puts entitlement reform on the table. We don’t want to work with Republicans and we consider use of any of their ideas to be something between foolishness and cowardice. It’s a reflection of decades of ever-increasing political polarization. But, I’m telling you, Obama is going to keep putting us in the sandbox together until we start changing our behavior. Even if turns out that we can’t work together, the whole spectacle is unlike anything I’ve seen in my life, and it’s pure political gold.

It’s kinda disorienting to have this kind of Jedi mindpower on our side for once. “These are not the droids you’re looking for….”

Christian seclusionist fashion: Janece found this site while researching home schooling. As I understand it, home schooling has become much more diverse and interesting over the last few decades, but every area has its flavor and this semi-rural area we live in is apparently still heavy on the Christian fundies wanting to keep their kids away from The Nasty Ol’ World. All I can say is if that’s what they want, these clothes should do the trick.*

Sweet Fancy Moses. It’s hard to describe the visceral reaction I get from seeing these pics. This kind of Thomas-Kinkade-meets-Little-House-On-The-Prairie throwback retro sensibility was all the rage in the fundie cult-level church I grew up in. Flower prints that look like they came from someone’s drapes, nighmarish pleat-and-gather lines, and lace dolloped on like too much icing on a mushy birthday cake — all in the single-minded attempt to protect young swains from having naughty thoughts about the womanly form. And you know, it really doesn’t ever work. One of the first things I said to Janece was “I wonder how many of those girls will have early pregnancies”. I don’t know what the stats are nationally, but I heard tell that at my fundie church, there was plenty of hanky panky going on under those shapeless virginal sack dresses, at least three of which ended in shotgun weddings. Forbidden = hotter. I can’t understand why fundies never get that.

* At least, at first. See above.

Steel Mother, or The Jungian Myth Of The Female Robot That Will Destroy The World. Tonight Janece and I watched the Japanese anime version of the movie Metropolis.

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Now, I swear I’ve never seen or heard the plot of this film. I’d seen stills from the 1930 classic, but that’s as far as it went. But in a serious Jungian twist/coincidence, I had a full dream about this very subject in, like, 1996 or something – one of the most vivid I’ve ever had.

It was all in gorgeous black and white, like a classic ’50s Hollywood epic. It opens with two scientists in white lab coats arguing next to a stunning Bettie Page type female robot, laid out naked on a table and surrounded by those electric ray gun type tubes all crackling and hissing. One was argues with the other that she poses too great a danger and shouldn’t be completed or activated. He is overruled. The “screen” fuzzes and switches to a social party where the robot is gorgeous, the toast of the town, decked out in furs and glamour, but treated as a curiosity piece – not a being with a soul or dignity. Again a “screen” fuzz and switch to a posh sitting room. A dark haired, classically handsome man in a lounging robe sits on a sleek modern couch staring straight ahead without moving. The robot sultrily slinks into the room dressed in a provocative ’50s-era S&M lingerie outfit and begins a sexually charged “seven veils” dance for the man, offering herself up to him. No response. She cannot break into his narcissistic, self-centered daydreams. Fuzz and switch. Now she sits, darkly slumped down and staring straight ahead on a suburban couch, in a scenario lifted right out of Better Housekeeping ad. Father reads a paper, Mother placidly rocks and works with a needle and thread, Son lays on the floor idly kicking his loafered feet and reading Boys Life. The final jagged fuzz and switch. She sits, still staring straight ahead, but the family is now dead – their agonized expressions and twisted bodies suspended in some kind of crystal-like shell. Suddenly, a swift and silent flush of jet-black liquid shoots out from under the couch where she sits as the camera pulls back to reveal an empty film set that is slowly being flooded. I wake up knowing that the world is doomed.

I wrote a song called “Steel Mother” about the dream (never recorded).

Act 1.
Antiseptic and relentless
Men with plastic, tainted eyes
Drained of color and tasting winter
They twisted wire, their dirty lasers, dry hunger
Drowned in oil
The conveyor crawls
Like a snake, the Steel
Mother comes, the wheel
Set in motion – Building flesh and bone in blind devotion

Act 2.
Blood like a junkie, skin like a heat wave
Eyes like a sea cave, pearly smile
She is silky raw, like an empty room
And they take her, the vampires
Fill her up with ashes
Teeth and paparazzi smiles

Chorus.
The great city’s fallen – The temple of the rational
The great city’s fallen – The temple of the rational
Dances like a whore, in leather on the floor
Desperate for his grace, his empty hollow gaze,
His cold, Apollo face; his cold, Apollo face
Frozen in a self embrace
Frozen in a self embrace
Frozen in a self embrace
Frozen in a self embrace

Act 3.
Dad reads the paper – Mom sews an apron
Bobby reads Boys World – She sits with her hands curled
Stuffed in a sundress – Blind to her distress
Wrapped in their lifestyles – Placid and all smiles
Suburbs in twilight – Slumped in the lamplight
Staring at nothing – Her time is coming
The static whispers
Of the TV to baptize her

Chorus.
The great city’s fallen – The temple of the rational
The great city’s fallen – The temple of the rational
Dances like a whore, in leather on the floor
Desperate for his grace, his empty hollow gaze,
His cold, Apollo face; his cold, Apollo face
Frozen in a self embrace
Frozen in a self embrace
Frozen in a self embrace
Frozen in a self embrace

Finale.
The world ends in winter – The den in disorder
The family in plastic — Trapped in their panic
All their hollow gazes and her empty face is
Frozen in a self-embrace
Frozen in a self-embrace
Frozen in a self-embrace
Frozen in a self-embrace

I know, I know. That’s not enough evidence for a Jungian collective subconcious kinda twist ending to this vignette. OR IS IT??? My jaw literally dropped when I saw the Jamiroquai video for “Virtual Insanity”, filmed about two years after my dream. Watch this video and check out the visuals around 3:10 in the video. What’s that I see? A dark oily liquid shooting out from under a couch? Where did that come from….???

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This has happened with me one other notable time. I did a band flyer for Springchamber once that had all five of our heads melded together at the neck in kind of a fleshy ball, like Planet Springchamber or something. And what did I see months later on the brand new cover of Rolling Stone at the studio when we went to record? Eerie.

Bonus extra – Trident Passionberry Twist: In a word… DON’T. It tastes like handsoap. Disgusting.

1/28/2009

Today’s crumbs

Moment @ 2:45 am | Filed under: Politics, Religion, Stray Clutter, meditations

More from the “Truth Will Set Us All Free” dept: What a sad, sad saga this Ted Haggard thing is. Right on the heels of the Prop 8 debacle, the nation gets an object lesson in the destructive poison of being gay, closeted, and Christian. It’s a familiar story to anyone who’s read anything about the experience of gay Christians, but it never gets any easier to watch:

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The convolutions, the intrigue, the lies, the lost money, the ruined reputations and careers and hopes, the breathless media exposes — all of that would have never happened if Ted had been free enough to admit at some point, early on, three simple words: “I am gay.” A tragedy.

Charles hates penguins: “Yes, there is no love in me for penguins. The creatures have a life cycle that is utterly stupid and tedious.” Charles also hates dogs and thinks his daughter, age 7, should know whether or not her childhood is successful so far. Poor sad Charles.

Our new President does more for US-Muslim relations in 20 minutes than his predecessor did in 8 years:

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Competence. It’s a bit hard to adjust to so suddenly. Obama chose to give his first, highly sought-after, high visibility televised interview as President to Al Arabiya. The interviewer, Hisham Melehm, who I’ve followed and been impressed by on the Diane Rehm Show as a frequent guest, was impressed, and so was Wolf Blitzer:

BLITZER: He can be a pretty charming guy. Is that what you think?

MELHEM: He — absolutely, absolutely. But, you know, you realize, you’re sitting from a man who has a deep, keen intellect, a sharp analytical mind, supple intelligence. And the way he weaves things, the way he frames issues, whether he’s talking about terrorism, talking about different cultures, he has a very sophisticated understanding of the world…

BLITZER: You know these issues and the region as well as anyone. You’ve been covering this story for a long time. Will he succeed?

MELHEM: Look, already he is sending the right vibes, the right tone, there is a different approach, there is a different wind coming from Washington, different discourse. In terms of a radical shift, it’s too early to say.

He is waiting for the Israeli elections, as you well know. He is waiting for the Iranian election, as you well know. He is sending the right signals at this stage. And I think he will — is going to force people in the Middle East to listen to him and take him very seriously and to listen to him carefully.

BLITZER: I think you’re absolutely right. And as someone who also has covered this region for a long time, he spoke with authority and knowledge. He clearly knew what he was talking about…

MELHEM: Absolutely.

As Steve Clemons puts it:

Barack Obama’s first moves have been uttlerly brilliant…

His style matters — just like Bush’s swagger did — and it is this act of humility towards the Muslim world which may animate hope in the nations around the world and in the Middle East specifically.

Everyone will have to adjust now. The Saudis will leave the peace deal on the table. The Israelis have to remake themselves — even if Netanyahu succeeds Olmert. Hamas will have to find a way to become differently postured — if not on Israel, then at least on some level of international acceptability with American partners. Arab stakeholders are going to have to snap out of positions shaped more by status quo thinking and inertia that things will never change and get with the Obama program.

What Obama did has provided a new punctuation point in American foreign policy, and it is not “continuous” foreign policy at all. This is a new game and a very impressive new leader.

President Obama – GOP punching bag or black-belt rope-a-dope master? The President has been getting a lot of flack from his left flank for not using his sky-high popularity (60% approval rating in Alabama… Alabama!) and a decisive Dem majority to muscle through his agenda instead of taking the time to make a charm offensive to the party that landed us in this horrible mess. It’s a valid complaint. After all, it’s clear after 6 years of Republican hegemony that they have little to offer but bad faith and bad ideas, and the public wants a 180-degree switch from the last eight years. So, why all the effort by Obama and his staff on a fool’s errand?

Al Giordano, making more sense than most of the hysterical liberals I’ve been reading, thinks Obama is basically continuing the political tactics that had him sail past the mighty Clintons and McCain in the elections – define the playing field by taking an early crucial lead in rhetoric, planning and actions, reach out with very politically visible (and genuine) offers to work together, lay back when the inevitable attacks begin, and then yank the political rug out from underneath at the most visible moment to come back for the win.

For a new president with such enormous public popularity to set up Congressional Republicans to be perceived as slapping his “outstretched hand” was a chess move that suckered them into the tar pit of being seen as the obstructionists in Washington, and at that, they’re now branded as additionally inactive on “the urgency of the economic situation”…

In other words, Obama’s strategy is to set them up for another rout in the 2010 Congressional elections and to hasten, in the meantime, the process by which they wake up and realize their seats are vulnerable. The President doesn’t need their votes on the Stimulus (therefore, this maneuver is not about the Stimulus, but more akin to a football team calling a running play to set up a later passing play). The truth is that so many Congressional Democrats are so undependable that Obama will need some Republican votes later on other legislative priorities, particularly in the Senate in order to get 60 votes for “cloture” to allow bills to be voted up or down: On the Employee’s Free Choice Act, on Immigration Reform (and now he needs one more to offset the anti-immigrant junior Democratic Senator from New York), on children’s health care and much, much more. To get to that point, he has to make individual Republicans feel vulnerable at the ballot box to Democratic challenge. Today’s events are speeding that process up.

In the end, Obama’s “bipartisanship” is one of the most Machiavellian partisan maneuvers we’ve seen in Washington in a long while, and I use that description in its most admirable context. The Republicans fell right into the trap today. Progressives that urge Obama to be more “partisan” should pay close attention to how the GOP is getting pwned before falling into the same trap themselves.

Here’s Obama in his own words on his political style:

Reason #1072 why I like Esquire – Tom Junod:

And so give this to global warming: It’s another test case. Because over the last eight years — since our president rejected the Kyoto Protocol in March 2001 — what we’ve done with global warming is what we’ve done with the war on terror and the war in Iraq and the authorization and outsourcing of torture and the creation of a security state and the creation of an insecurity state, in terms of the marketplace: We’ve lived with it. We’ve gotten really good at living with things during the Bush Years, at tolerating the intolerable. And while this may sound like another tip of the hat to the incredible resilience of the American people, it’s not: Resilience, after all, is not what’s required in crisis when the crisis is partly of your own making. Responsibility is. We have heard of the Tech Bubble of the Clinton Years, the Housing Bubble of George W. Bush. Well, the bubble that we’re living in now — still — is the bubble that’s all our own. It’s the Moral Bubble, and it will not be pricked until we take responsibility not just for the forty-third president’s actions but for our inaction — for all the agreements we’ve made without awareness, for all the awareness we’ve come to without vigilance, for all the times we’ve touched the easy, insulating button of our assent.

~ from his article “What The Hell Just Happened?” in the Feb 2009 issue of Esquire, italics mine

1/22/2009

The evening after

Moment @ 12:42 am | Filed under: Politics, Stray Clutter

A few more wrap-up thoughts on our national maiden voyage into Obama territory in a moment, but first a few housekeeping things.

To all of you who commented on Spiritual Literacy, thanks so much for your thoughts. I was surprised at how many of you guys are in similar territory. I was assuming that more of you were settled in your spiritual commitments (or lack thereof), so it was kind of reassuring to know that we’re in good, similarly befuddled company, and not just being negligent. I’m thinking on your replies, and will post more on it soon. (Also, thanks in general for commenting! It’s so great to have other opinions to lean into and not just have to listen to my own voice echoing around in here.)

Second, Bob, I saw your comment about “which of the preachers asked for God’s forgiveness?” and I wanted to ask you to expand your question a bit more since it sounds like you have an observation in mind. Feel free to do that in the comments here, and I can start a thread there.


President Barack Obama makes a call from the Oval Office on his first full day on the job.
(Photo Credit: Callie Shell/Aurora for TIME)

Down to it. I found a couple of interesting pieces to highlight on this evening, 24 hours after installing President Obama safely in office.

First, on the speech. In general, I was reading a bit of deflation around the punditsphere. I think the political pros were looking for a bit more historicity to hang their analysis on, and came away disappointed. So I was interested in hearing more detail from those who I ran across who said, “yes, the speech wasn’t soaring oratory for the ages, but it was great because of being so appropriate for this moment” – which is essentially how I felt – to get a sense of why it might have landed well with them.

I found a couple of great responses on Slog. The first, Erica, a woman who was a Hillary supporter and always very skeptical of Obama, had this to say:

I’ve always been a little cold to Obama because I feel he’s never really acknowledged this—never owned his own fallibility, the fact that he will inevitably let his followers down. His speeches have always been too soaring, too capital-H historical, too full of crowd-pleasing flourishes and fillips, for my taste. Unlike the chanting, worshipful crowds, I wasn’t looking for a “climactic moment”; as far as I’m concerned, “plain language”—the type of rhetoric Eli referred to as “middle-brow”—is exactly what yesterday’s occasion called for. The notes Obama struck yesterday—we are a nation humbled, my predecessor has done harm to America but we will not be broken, change requires work and responsibility—were exactly the ones I wanted to hear at this moment in history.

The second, Eli, a reporter for the Stranger who has trailed Obama through his historic run and transition, had this very insightful dissection:

The speech, with its use of what his team warned in advance would be “plain language,” aimed directly for the middle—the political center, the middle-brow, a reception as neither awful nor one-of-a-kind. This is actually not a bad political move for Obama. The more he hugs the center, the more he distances himself from the “aloof and professorial” caricature, the more he talks to the mass audience using familiar language and easy ideas, the more politically powerful he becomes…

Finally: I’ve watched Obama deliver a number of speeches over the last year-and-a-half. He is clearly more than capable of giving an excited crowd the release it wants. Intellectually and oratorically, he is more than capable of besting FDR’s first and coming close to, or exceeding, Lincoln’s second. He didn’t want to, I think. To give the crowd their desired moment of tremendous release would be to create a void that they would then expect to be filled by immediate change, immediate progress, immediate solutions from the man who had, after all, just given them exactly what they wanted, when they wanted it. “More, please?” people would say.

Better, given the current state of the country, to lower expectations—or miss them entirely—and get the mass audience relating to him as a hard-working, clear-headed, plain-speaking, change-minded guy who is on their side, isn’t some sort of Messiah, and won’t be unleashing any instant-transformation lighting bolts.

That, to my ears, is what Obama achieved with his speech yesterday, and it is enough. More than enough.

The takeaway for me is, once again, Obama’s masterful ear for being able to sense and rhetorically address the national zeitgeist in a way that inspires people and draws them into the task at hand, sets their expectations exactly where they need to be for the next stage of action, and allows himself the maximum political framework to make his moves – not in a cynical way, but in the way of a man who sees his job as needing to produce actual results. And the best part is that none of it is manipulative or inauthentic. He’s always careful to invite the listener into a place of partnership, of mutual responsibility. In that sense, the speech was a real accomplishment.

Finally, the new Joe Klein piece in Time Magazine – blandly titled “Barack Obama Promises New Day, Work Begins Today” . For those of you not aware of it, Joe Klein wrote the memoir “Primary Colors” about the Clinton campaign that was made into the film with John Travolta (playing Bill) and Emma Thompson (playing Hillary) and has covered politics for a good long while. So, he’s got some heft when it comes to making pronouncements on the behavior of politicians.

His article is a wonderful peek into what has us Obama fans so excited about the potential of his presidency – his statesman-like dedication to governance without petty belligerence or bellicosity and his unique blend of policy wonk, a teambuilder with deep personnel and organizational intelligence, and, of course, an exceptionally keen sense of political inspiration and consensus. If you want a preview of the tone and legacy of the Obama years, this is a must-read. Seriously.

Here’s a shamelessly massive excerpt of the last part of the article:

Toward the end of the campaign, Michelle Obama asked me if I was going to write a novel about them like Primary Colors, my satiric account of the 1992 presidential race. I was at a loss for words, in part because the thought hadn’t even vaguely crossed my mind. “He can’t write a novel about us,” Barack Obama reassured his wife. “We’re too boring.”

Yes … and no. It’s hard to call the most exciting politician in decades boring. The millions who trekked to Washington for the Inauguration, who cried their eyes out and cheered their lungs raw, are testimony to the man’s sheer inspirational power. Reagan’s movement was called a revolution, but this may be more than that — the beginning of a whole new era of Obama-inspired and Obama-led citizen involvement. During the transition, the Obama website called for supporters to hold community meetings to discuss their health-care priorities. A staggering 10,000 meetings purportedly were held; 5,000 sent written reports — more paper! — to the transition office. This is a new kind of politics, with the potential to be the most powerful citizen army in U.S. history. If so, it will more likely be a force for civility — for “boring” things like good governance, for new ideas about how to control the cost of entitlements (which Obama pointedly mentioned in his speech) — rather than a rabble spamming the offices of recalcitrant Republicans. It will fit neatly into the Obama zeitgeist.

By the tone and style of his move to power, Obama has shown the world — and the people living in Sarah Palin’s small-town America, and even many liberals who had lost hope over time — a new, gloriously unexpected and vibrant face of our country. The sheer fun of the Inauguration, the world-record number of interracial hugs and kisses, augurs a new heterodox cultural energy, a nation — as the man said — of mutts. Already the Obama ethos is slipping into the nation’s cultural bloodstream — not just the interraciality but also the mind-blowing normality of the family: the fact that Michelle Obama brought Laura Bush a going-away present, the fact that Sasha and Malia will make their own beds in the White House, the fact that our President proudly wears a Chicago White Sox baseball cap when he goes to the gym.

Even more important, Obama promises a respite from the nonstop anger of the recent American political wars, the beginning of an era of civility, if not comity. “What the cynics fail to understand,” he said in his speech, “is that the ground has shifted beneath them — that the stale political arguments that have consumed us for so long no longer apply.”

It would be nice to think the magnitude of the problems facing the nation would lead to a minimum of puerile contentiousness, but vile still seems to be the default position for some of Obama’s noisier detractors — “Obama Flubs the Oath” was the inaccurate headline greeting the new President on the Drudge Report. Too many of us in the media remain reluctant “to set aside childish things.” Happily, though, our new President seems to have an honest predilection for treating his opponents with respect. He seems intent on hearing their points of view and arguing, decorously, with them — that’s why he accepted a dinner invitation at conservative columnist George Will’s house. This is radical behavior in the village on the Potomac. It could force everyone to argue more carefully, to think twice before casting aspersions, to remember that the goal has to be more than temporal electoral victories — but, in this moment of peril, a better and stronger nation, a less ugly and dangerous world.

Again, it’s hard to believe we got it so right. I’m excited all over again.

1/13/2009

Please hold…

Moment @ 4:33 am | Filed under: Politics, Stray Clutter

Hey y’all. I didn’t forget you or my duty as a blogger. Just working to get the rest of the phlegm out of my throat and some jobs out the door. I have some thoughts on spiritual literacy I’ve been rolling around and some questions I’d like to get feedback on.

In the meantime, how about that Joe The Plumber – now Joe The War Correspondent?! I can’t say I’m sad to watch the GOP sprint full-tilt into political irrelevance, but I’m kind of embarrassed for them that they’re still tying their party’s banner to people like Palin and Joe and Ann Coulter without any opposition from the few grownups left in their leadership and rank-and-file. They’re like the obnoxious drunk girl at the party that doesn’t know she’s stopped being funny or interesting an hour ago and is going to see pictures of herself on Facebook in a few hours vomiting on the guy she was trying to impress. It’s not pretty.

1/10/2009

D-Day, 2009 – The Recap

Moment @ 1:01 am | Filed under: Stray Clutter

Yes, it was actually 2009. Thanks to my dear sister for pointing that out. I get caught by that every Jan after the new year…

Thanks for your support, guys. Especially for the extra concerned posts, Natalie. Totally sweet of you. I’m happy to report that everything went much better than I expected.

Yes, I had to lose my tooth. It was too abscessed and corroded away to be saved. However, the good news is that what the dentist had first quoted as a “surgical extraction” (ie. involved, laborious and painful) turned out to be a “simple extraction” (ie. just yanking the sucker out). That dropped the final price of the bill, and then I got 5% off for paying in cash, and then on top of that I got a $100 – $50 for both Janece and I – for her referring me to the doctor. Total bill: a mere $135. What’s more, the way my jaw curves and the generous girth of my cheeks means that you can’t really see the hole at all when I smile.

Now, there’s definitely more to come. I’ve got a big hole in my jaw that needs to be filled with something or the bone will shrink. Apparently they have these bio-structure grafts now that will fill the hole so the bone grows back at normal density and the body just absorbs the graft. But, that would cost about half of what it would take to just get an implant. So, I decided just to go for the implant. The gotcha? If I go for an implant, it’s a do-or-die kinda thing. I have to come up with the $1800 in six weeks for the implant base. If I can’t, I’ll be past the point for a bone graft, and the bone density would start to be lost. And after that, there’s another $2k or so for the rest of the tooth – the post and the cap.

But, if I can pull it all off (in cash, no insurance), I’ll have a super tooth – capable of crushing rebar, stopping a speeding locomotive, and receiving transmissions from the Mars Rover. Totally worth it.

So, happy first chapter. The gum is already almost healed with barely any soreness, I’m feeling fine, and I’ve got extra space in my mouth for my spy camera. Extra bonus – both Janece and I are feeling about 99% healed from the Techno-Typhoid we contracted over Christmas, and Amira is well enough to feed sugar to again, so we’re all getting to some kind of normalcy. Extra extra bonus – we had enough cheddar to get Chaya’s cherry-eye removed and get her fixed, and it came in under the quote, too.

So, thanks again for the lovely support, y’all. I’ll post more on this stuff down the line.

This is for anyone needing dental care living near or in Edmonds, WA. I HIGHLY recommend Dr. Michael Hrankowski, DDS. He has been very good to us – concerned, accommodating and professional. Well worth the drive.

1/8/2009

D-Day, 2008

Moment @ 12:21 am | Filed under: Stray Clutter

That’s “Dental Day 2008″. Tomorrow morning at 10:30a, I find out how bad it is. Best case, I have a nasty little infection that can be cleared up and the tooth can be root canaled and capped. Worst case, abscess and tooth comes out. I’ll post an update tomorrow night. ‘Til then, don’t forget to floss after every meal, kids!

1/7/2009

More retreads

Moment @ 1:57 am | Filed under: Politics, Stray Clutter, Viddy-O, linkfest

I’m too shagged out to post, so here’s some stuff I found lying around my favorite sites.

First, the serious stuff. Israel, Palestine and Gaza form a snake-eating-its-tail scenario so difficult that even well-seasoned experts don’t know where to begin:

The more complicated answer was provided by Marc Ambinder, who analyzed my personal situation correctly: Gaza has overdetermined me into paralysis… My paralysis isn’t an analytical paralysis. It’s the paralysis that comes from thinking that maybe there’s no way out. Not out of Gaza, out of the whole thing.

I found this in a good analysis by Eyal Press on Ta-Nehisi’s blog:

As the Palestinian journalist Daoud Kuttab noted in the Washington Post, a survey conducted in November found that a mere 16.6 percent of Palestinians backed Hamas, due largely to the group’s intransigence and unwillingness to forge a national-unity government.

I’ve can understand the political pressure on national leaders to deal with terrorists or, like Hamas, fringe, hostile, barely-governments with no real desire or clue how to really govern. But at some point with steady restrained pressure, you’d think these entities would wither and die the slow death of public opinion. Why inflame and strengthen their meager claims to credibility with ham-fisted declarations like “the war on terror” or full-scale invasions? A little restraint and protective containment could starve these people out. Unless, as I’ve read recently, Israel wanted to get one more lick in under the ultra-permissive Bush administration before Obama took office…

Now, on to the stupid stuff.

I should be too old for this to make me laugh, but it does:

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A new food blog from some of my favorite political bloggers.

Obama’s new tank limousine.

Amelie as a child (this kid is really actually this cute – see more here):

File under “unclear on when to just leave well enough alone”:

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Something beautiful:

Finally, some great stuff from TV On The Radio:

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1/6/2009

Payin’ the piper

Moment @ 1:24 am | Filed under: Stray Clutter

I have a dentist appointment on Thursday to look at an aching tooth in my upper jaw. It’s the same tooth in the same place that Janece lost hers, and I think I’m going to lose it, too. Being freelance with no health insurance hasn’t been very fun. You put off what you can with fingers crossed behind the back and a whisper for luck, but I think the time’s come to pay the piper and lose a piece of myself permanently.

1/3/2009

The Friday roundup

Moment @ 12:46 am | Filed under: Politics, Stray Clutter, Viddy-O

In politics: On Fox and over at Coates’ joint, “Barack the Magic Negro” and the Blago pick of Burris and the naked race appeal by Bobby Rush has the race talk bubbling. At HuffPost, Kathleen Reardon says Obama is so bright that he may be overestimating the American public’s ability to think at his level, with the kind of openness and complexity he’s capable of. Personally, I think his campaign proved he’s stunningly adept at realpolitik when the occasion requires, and he has an uncanny knack of reading and vocalizing the public mood. Remember how well it worked out when Clinton and McCain mocked him as a lightweight, Barbie Doll celebrity intellectual? Meanwhile, conservatives are obligatorily squawking about some of Obama’s advisors being too liberal (they always call it “radical” – nevermind Freedom Fries and torture) as though anyone gives a rat fart what they think since Obama is stunningly popular, as much as a wartime president (ie. Bush after 9/11), with a CNN poll revealing that 76% of Americans say he’s a “strong and decisive leader”. (That doesn’t even count the amount of popular media oxygen he sucked up when the shots of his pecs hit the stands.) A stunningly popular, intelligent, politically savvy, bi-racial, young President with rock-hard pecs and abs that looks badass in sunglasses has got to be giving the GOP some serious gas. They started that game by trying to turn George Bush into Tom Cruise, and they now they’re dealing with the PR nightmare of Obama as 007 .

On politics and culture: I keep coming back to this, but it’s my blog so I get to be obsessive. The era of the rule of the expert, the CEO as rock star, the talking heads, the free market, and the endless good times free ride is over. We are a nation looking for new icons, new leaders and figureheads, a new mythology of who we are, trying to find our mojo again. On Jan 20, the Obamas will step into this void in the most visible political office of the land – an office that has culturally symbolic power as well as political power – bringing with them the culture of Chicago and the Midwest, the city and the racial minority, the progressive and the intellectual, the 21st century and the world-conscious citizen. Think about how radically our culture has been affected since 2000 by Bush and Cheney’s world – the maudllin ballads of patriotic country music, the Crawford ranch and the wealthy playing cowboy, the East Coast dynastic succession of endless Bushes with their endless political connections and intrigues, the oil man, the “these colors don’t run” bumper stickers, Freedom Fries, Top Gun flight suits, frat boy style jokes and fumbles with foreign dignitaries, incorrect grammar, James Dobson and Pat Robertson. We’re about to watch a President that used a Jay-Z shout-out in a campaign speech take office. I say again – I don’t think Americans really get the 180-degree head snapping cultural earthquake that we’re all about to experience.

On Israel in Gaza: Hamas and the Israeli government are locked in yin-yang Escher’s loop of endless antipathy, seemingly unable to escape, carelessly passing on the hate and bloody consequences to their own people. Hamas needs Israel’s retaliation to divert attention from its lack of a true governing philosophy. Israel seems unable to control it’s own trouble-making settlers or do anything except respond in force, which any child can see can only strengthen Hamas and inflame Arab support. Hate has no generating force behind it. It survives on revenge and reprisals. Without them, hate can only wither and vanish. But the last Israeli leader with the courage to attempt to end the cycle was assassinated, and in the 13 years since no one else has arisen to make a new attempt. TPM says that there’s some hint of an international force in Gaza to bring some objectiveness into the situation. Maybe some outside influence could do some good.

On movies: As Shakespeare said, “O brave new world, that hath such animators in it!” (Note: Slightly modified to fit this blurb…)

On my personal fortunes: According to my cookie tonight – “Don’t be hasty; prosperity will knock on your door soon.” To which I harrumph, “Yeah, and then run away leaving a flaming bag of poop on the doorstep.”

On being a pun geek: Frayed Knot. Heh heh. Good one. :) Did I ever tell you the one about the Orthodox-Jew-eating dragon?

12/21/2008

It’s not all gays and religion and torture around here

Moment @ 12:58 pm | Filed under: Stray Clutter, Those girls o' mine

It’s also snow Moments and snowmen!

There’s lots more at my talented wife’s blog and Flickr account.

I don’t know about you, but I suddenly feel really WASP-y looking at these pics – like Thomas Kinkade or Martha Stewart suddenly dropped by to decorate our yard and family for the holidays. It’s a little too perfect… :)

12/13/2008

I’m back

Moment @ 1:26 am | Filed under: Stray Clutter

Helluva work week. Really kicked my ass. I think my sister might have had a child during the last 7 days. I should probably call…

Anyway, I’ll be posting fuh realz tomorrow. In the meantime, hope you slept well. I know I will/did.

11/27/2008

Gratitude and thanks to y’all

Moment @ 4:45 am | Filed under: Stray Clutter

For reading, commenting, being my connection to the world, and generally being the salt of the earth. I hope you guys have a great Thanksgiving day and that your holiday season is filled with mirth, joy and spiritual abundance. Drop a note and let me know how it went, when you get a chance.

Oh yeah, and one of these. Must. Have.

Once you’ve browsed through the entire beautifully designed presentation, don’t forget to click the “Release Date” button. So cruel, so cruel.

11/24/2008

The worker bee formerly known as…

Moment @ 12:51 am | Filed under: Stray Clutter

Working nights is probably the single most productive experience work-wise that I’ve had. There is literally nothing – nothing – to do besides getting your work done. I’ve need to get some sites out the door, so it’s my life for now.

But it is extremely disconnecting – seeing very little daytime (especially in winter) and completely off the track of the world’s schedule. Combined with living out in the sticks, I sometimes feel like nothing exists except four humans, two dogs, and one gimpy cat. It’s made my blog roll essential reading – just to stay connected to life in the outside world, politics, friends I haven’t met (hi, Natalie!), something.

I miss who I imagine I think I used to be…

11/23/2008

Who’s guffawing now, eh?

Moment @ 1:49 am | Filed under: Politics, Stray Clutter

This seems like it happened a million years ago:

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I guess a few people had to be repeatedly taken to the woodshed by Obama’s Level 15 Black Crane Ninja Assassin Master skills before they got the message. (Enjoy that Sec O’ State chair, Hillary!)

What gets me is all of the progressive worry-warts that are still armchair quarterbacking him on everything from his Cabinet appointments to his choice of dog. What part of “he’s a political black-belt that never would have won if he’d taken your advice” do they not understand? Let the guy do his thing, fer crying out loud. If you can’t draw a connection between the facts that he ignored your hand-wringing and still exceeded all reasonable expectations in less than two short years, then you have no real qualification for using the words “what Obama must do” in a sentence. What this guy said:

If Obama listened to the Netroots’ advice all the time he wouldn’t be president-elect…he generally ignored the Netroots’ advice and, for the most part, he was wise to do so. He ran a far smarter and more disciplined campaign than I could have ever dreamed up.

Or, to say it a shorter way…

And in other news, Sky is back blogging again. I love that poem. For old-skool Springchamber fans, see how many old lyrics you can find in it. I count at least four.

To all of you geeks and geek-spouses who posted in response to Pinky And The Brain, I think I’m in love. :)

11/20/2008

I’m spent, so…

Moment @ 2:45 am | Filed under: Politics, Stray Clutter, Viddy-O

Not much to say. I’ve been working my arse off on getting a client project launched and losing $$ hand over fist while doing it. I have a pathological need to put out $40K work, even if it’s a $4K client. I need more $40K clients, man…

Jen came over tonight. She’s a friend we made from our last church who’s stuck with us. I was struck as she ran out the door tonight to catch the ferry back to Seattle how different she is from when we first met her. She found Flickr and her own self-expression and hasn’t looked back. She’s changed dramatically, for the better. Ah, friends. Good to have them.

The President-Elect continues to kick ass. He rope-a-doped Lieberman who will now be his devoted legis-slave or face the consequences, he’s going to neutralize both Clintons in State (potentially), Rahm laid down the law today (“big changes”) for Wall Street execs, Daschle (major healthcare progressive) is taking over HHS, and Napolitano, someone I was immediately impressed by when I heard her on NPR, is going to head up Homeland Security. Adults. In the White House. Working hard for us. No drama. It keeps sinking in. You know how I know it’s working? Because Osama bin Laden’s top lieutenant is reduced to trash-talking, calling Obama a “house negro”. Woo-hoo!

And in the spirit of new global reconciliation, here’s robots being robots and cats being cats. Together.

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11/13/2008

Crumbs and tidbits

Mornin’ all. It’s a lovely night here. The full moon is brilliant behind a ragged sheath of fog and clouds skiffing through the sky, and I can see the occasional star cluster glimmering through the clear patches.

“You’re a good teacher, Daddy.” I taught a web design intro class at a local ad agency yesterday morning – a place that could possibly be my future employer. I did well, and they got a lot of value out of it for their in-house print design staff. It’s kinda nice to be paid as a consultant for what I know without having to do any actual work. Anyway, Amira didn’t want me to go. Janece told her that I had to go be a teacher. It must have left a mighty impression on her, because when I connected up with the girls for lunch Amira kept repeating “You’re a good teacher, Daddy” with a tone of awe, I guess at discovering that I have these hidden super power skills that go beyond sitting like a frumpy, cursing toad in the dark corner that houses my work computer.

I suck at business. Speaking of cursing, I spent the previous night working 15hrs on a Flash soundtrack job that I was only getting paid 3 hrs for. I said a lot of bad words during those 15 hrs. I really should have known better that too accept the job, and I should know better each time it happens – which is far too frequently. Sigh. Anyway, here’s the result of my bloodsport:

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Lots of good Obama news. Elections matter, apparently.

The healing has yet to begin. The agency I taught at yesterday is a Christian firm catering to Christian non-profits. So, you’d be right in assuming there are a decent number of McCain/Palin supporters there. I used Obama’s site as a stellar example of how to effectively design direct action/donation screens (which is what they do frequently for their clients). That got me a few snarky responses from the still-chafing loyalists — mutters of “That ‘Donate Now’ button should really say ‘Socialize My Wealth Now’” and so on. Kinda humorous. I fully expect that Obama’s serious and sober handling of his responsibilities as President will shut down this kinda silly noise over time.

Guantanamo is going to close and we’re going to stop torturing people. The Obama camp is looking at the best approach to investigating the widespread collusions with the Bush torture doctrine throughout the intelligence and govt agency communities. Maybe we’ll get some light shed on this dark period in our history sooner vs. later. Would it be too much to ask for a few war crimes prosecutions? Rumsfeld, Cheney – I’m looking at you.

Reason #478 that I voted for Obama – the White House Office of Urban Policy. In his words, “…strong cities are the building blocks of strong regions, and strong regions are essential for a strong America. That is the new metropolitan reality and we need a new strategy that reflects it…” Finally, a progressive President that gets the power and potential of the urban environment and ends the ridiculous small-town worship American politics has been obsessed with for decades.

Reason #479 that I voted for Obama – the creation of an official Chief Technology Officer of The United States. It’s long overdue, and you can bet that it’s something that never crossed McCain’s mind.

Obama can doodle with the best of them.

According to this article, “The doodle is an informal sketch of a moment in time on the Senate floor. It features Senators Chuck Schumer, Majority Leader Harry Reid, Dianne Feinstein of California and Edward M. Kennedy of Massachusetts. While not detailed portraits, the politicians are easily identifiable.” The sketches remind me of a New Yorker cartoon. Not bad for an amateur.

Get your own Obama dingbat font!

Great words of the day- Horripilation (“the act or process of the hair bristling on the skin, as from cold or fear; goose flesh”) and sidereal (“measured or determined by the daily motion of the stars; of or having to do with the stars or constellations”). You can get your own word of the day from Dictionary.com. I love it.

And last but not least, I love this picture and I love this woman.

10/25/2008

Wrap your head around this financial crisis

Moment @ 8:13 am | Filed under: Politics, Stray Clutter

If, like me, you are puzzled about what the @#$% happened that landed our economy so badly in the toilet, what the government is attempting to do about it, and what’s going to happen down the line, then you’ll definitely want to grab some time to listen to/read this stuff or download it to your iPod for listening later.

This American Life, one of the best shows ever created for radio (haven’t seen the TV version yet), did two seperate shows on the subprime meltdown, the resulting credit crisis, and the government’s actions to try and stop a massive worldwide financial collapse. You’d think it would be dry, wonky stuff, but it’s incredibly interesting and worth understanding so that you can interpret what’s happening in the news.

This American Life,The Giant Pool Of Money” (29Mb)

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This American Life,Another Frightening Show About The Economy” (29Mb)

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These shows have been some of TAL’s most listened-to programs, and as a result the reporters went on to create a blog and podcast that is continuing to monitor the world financial crisis, the recession, and what it all will mean for consumers and workers from a ground floor, common man perspective. The shows are almost daily, are excellently reported, and the hosts talk to traders, economists, and all kinds of other really smart people in language that anyone can understand. Highly recommended:

Planet Moneyhttp://www.npr.org/money

Also, if you want to keep tabs on how the government is doing with all of our money in these bailout proceedings (not well, unfortunately), you’ll want to read Bailout Sleuth.

It won’t leave you feeling all warm and fuzzy, but if you’re like me, you’ll get a kind of grim satisfaction of knowing which shit is rolling down which hill, how fast, and when it’s gonna land.

10/10/2008

Tired, intrigued

Moment @ 2:52 am | Filed under: Stray Clutter

Not too much to say tonight. I’ve been working nights this week to get some delayed client stuff done.

Yesterday morning on a whim, I sent in an email to a local agency that Janece forwarded to me that does marketing for Christian organizations, mostly aid organizations. They’re not doing the most glamorous work in the world, but their efforts do help deserving organizations maximize their fundraising efforts effectively. Within 15 minutes, I got an email back asking if I could come in same day at 2pm for a sit-down. So, I didn’t really get any sleep today but I got a lot of info.

The agency is only 10 min away in Poulsbo, and they have a good benefits plan (medical/dental/vision, 10 holidays, 10 sick days, etc) as well as strong emphasis on work/life balance. Their official work day is 7.5 hrs with the understanding that in busy times there will be more work required. They say their work can get intense occasionally, but after having the stresses I’ve had for the last 10 years, I can’t imagine it would be any worse.

There were pretty impressed with my skill set and portfolio, which was nice to hear. I don’t often get to hear feedback from fellow industry professionals, so it’s nice to hear kudos. Their team seems low key and task-oriented. I asked directly about the work culture since the owners seem quite conservative. I think it wouldn’t be antagonistic to a liberal, especially someone like me who’s been around churches a lot and knows how to maneuver in that world.

The most intriguing thing was the fact that their new media arm is still really in its infancy, and it looks like I could have a impact there if I was positioned correctly and given the right amount of flex. They are just now starting to address things I’ve been working on for the last few years and they’re really needing a web design guru. If I could work out a position there that fit me well, combined with how close they are and their work/life emphasis, I would be pretty interested in pursuing the opportunity. It would get me a steady job with a range of work, keep my commute down, and still give me a lot of time to have a life.

Anyway, I’m glad I shot them an email. Next up, I still need to figure out what someone like me is worth so I know how to negotiate when/if the time comes.

9/25/2008

The last word for today on…

Moment @ 1:18 am | Filed under: Politics, Stray Clutter, Viddy-O, linkfest

McCain’s weird little campaign suspension ploy

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Sarah Palin’s Couric interview

I tried to watch this interview, but I was so embarrassed for Sarah Palin that I had to turn it off after she “answered” the first question. Her Alaskan political maneuvering show her to be plenty Machiavellian and hard-core about how she deals with political enemies, so I know I shouldn’t feel sorry for her. But, geez…. What were they thinking?

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Since the McCain campaign has utterly tried to shut themselves away from the media, and de facto, the American people, by cutting off any serious and sustained press Q&A, let’s hear it for the TV hosts (The View, Letterman), interviewers (Couric) and guests who have taken it upon themselves to give this Palin nonsense the peeling it deserves. Without getting personally nasty, they’ve starkly exposed McCain’s pick and Palin’s floundering for what it is. Take it away, Sharon Osbourne:

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Janece on why Evangelicals like Sarah Palin

I just read this post tonight and I think it’s really good. Janece gets at the confusion I feel about why in the heck so many Evangelicals are so excited about Palin when she falls so short of Evangelical ideals as a political leader.

McDonalds Hamburgers

Think you know how a McDonald’s hamburger looks after 12 long years on a shelf? Think again. Creepy.

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